Terrified is not even big enough to describe how I feel…
This was our first official month of trying – and odds are its a no go.. With visiting relatives and sleeping on a squeaky mattress during the ‘it’ week, we definitely didn’t come close to the right days. But, that’s ok.. Right?
I’m torn between being completely impatient one second, and the other minute willing to wait as long as it takes.
I used to able to picture myself pregnant.. with a baby.. with a toddler.
Now, I can’t. I’m too scared.. scared of not getting pregnant.. and scared of getting pregnant.. Scared of another miscarriage. Scared of how life will change.
They say a certain amount of fear is healthy… right?
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